nurafidah

Why Women Cry?

nurafidah kamsani — Wed, 03 Feb 2010 01:05:28 +0000

A little boy asked his mother, “Why are you crying?” “Because I’m a woman , ” she told him.

“I don’t understand , ” he said. His Mom just hugged him and said , “And you never will.”

Later the little boy asked his father , “Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?”

“All women cry for no reason , ” was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man , still wondering why women cry…

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone , he asked , “God , why do women cry so easily?”

God said

“When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort..

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up , and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances , even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife , but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally , I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed.”

“You see my son , ” said God , “the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears , the figure that she carries , or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes , because that is the doorway to her heart – the place where love resides.”

before i fall in love

nurafidah kamsani — Mon, 18 Jan 2010 15:11:33 +0000

My heart says we’ve got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
‘Cause my heart’s been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who’ll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I’m at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, you’re the one
That you’ll always be

It’s been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say

Before I fall in love..

you rather be the heartbreaker than the heartbroken

nurafidah kamsani — Sat, 16 Jan 2010 08:22:20 +0000

I hope that someday you find an amazing girl. The kind of girl who means everything to you and makes you want to spend every moment of your time with her. The kind of girl who keeps you up at night, just thinking about her beautiful smile, and when you finally fall asleep, she’s all you dream about. I hope she’s the first thing to cross your mind when you wake up in the morning. I hope she changes you in a way you could never understand, yet you know it’s for the better. I hope she’s the kind of girl you would die for. The kind of girl who could make you cry, even though you’d never admit it. The kind of girl who makes you want to go out and do something special, something that means everything to the both of you. The kind of girl you can have silly fights with, then kiss and make up, and hold her in your arms like you’re falling in love all over again. I hope you make memories with her you never forget. I hope she’s your world, and what you have with her is nothing less than perfection.

And I hope that one day, you lose her.

I hope you mess up and as hard as you try to keep her there with you, she slips through the cracks of your broken heart. I hope it destroys you, because you realize you’ve lose the person you once called your everything.
I hope you see every moment spent together spin away down the drain like it was waiting to happen.
I hope you stay up all night because she’s on your mind and when you fall asleep, she haunts your dreams.
I hope her beautiful smile stays pressed in your mind like a scar that won’t fade away.
I hope you realize that you’re a new person because of her.
I hope your new self feels incomplete without her and you miss the old you, the one that was okay with being alone.

twe’nny(twenty with an accent)

nurafidah kamsani — Sun, 13 Dec 2009 13:00:21 +0000

i don’t really know how to put this to a decent and non-verbally-abusing to some people who really have a problem with who i’m friends with. u know after writing a para, i backspaced it,like four times. but still couldn’t find the right words to tell how much the celebration means to me. it was pretty much depressing to work and go straight home on the 11th. and turning 2 good company’s offer.but my birthday this year has pretty much changed me. so to speak.

faruq asked what i wished for when i blew the candles out. technically i have always wished the same thing.only that i wished it weeks before my birthday.so despite the fact that i wished for something, it isn’t really coming true and it never will.i know it. whatever it is, i have that wish to myself and only to myself. now it is no longer a wish. it’s more like a fantasy.

well, dark emotions aside. i am pretty much psyched to turn over a new leaf. be a new person. no i’m still the fida u all know. the one who laughs and craps a lot.i’m just gonna change my perception and just go with the flow. because i believe in fate.fate brings me to somewhere to meet someone to do sosmething and somehow to survive. whatever is coming my way, i am gonna believe it’s fate(not gravity) and just live my life to the fullest. till it’s time to change to another greener leaf that is.

i’m twnety so cheers!=D

will update u readers on my celebration when fai pass me those ppictures.my camera sorta died halfway.esp when idah said “fida’s battery hardly dies” what did u eat before meeting me idah? salt? hahahhaha.

ok here’s a preview.

the cake sorta had an accident along the way. and it was pretty hard to cut the cake.hence the expression.

According to you

nurafidah kamsani — Thu, 03 Dec 2009 14:42:06 +0000

according to you,
i’m stupid, i’m useless, i can’t do anything right.
according to you,
i’m difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
i’m a mess in a dress,
can’t show up on time even if it would save my life.
according to you, according to you.

but according to him,
i’m beautiful, incredible, he can’t get me out of his head.
according to him,
i’m funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.
everything is opposite, i don’t feel like stopping it
baby tell me what i’ve got to lose.
he’s into me for everything i’m not, according to you.

according to you,
i’m boring, i’m moody, and you can’t take me anyplace.
according to you,
i suck at telling jokes cause i always give it away.
i’m a girl with the worst intentions
and you’re the boy who puts up with that,
according to you, according to you.

i need to feel appreciated, that i’m not hated. oh no.
why can’t you see me through his eyes?
it’s too bad you’re making me decide.

but according to me,
you’re stupid, you’re useless, you can’t do anything right.

according to him,
i’m beautiful, incredible, he can’t get me out of his head.
according to him,
i’m funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.
everything is opposite, i don’t feel like stopping it
baby tell me what i’ve got to lose.
he’s into me for everything i’m not, according to you.

yea yea, according to you.
yea yea!
according to you,
i’m stupid, i’m useless, i can’t do anything right.